I live in Seville and am the second of five siblings. I grew up in a Catholic family, but for many years I struggled to understand God as a loving Father. From childhood I carried many fears and worries, and although I tried to draw close to Him, I could not truly trust.
At twenty-three I began living on my own and gradually drifted away from the Church. I felt an emptiness I did not know how to fill. I was looking for answers, looking for God, but along paths that led me further and further away from Him.
A few years later, it was my sister who brought me closer to God, with that special love only a sister can give. She had been through cancer, and her faith had grown deeper and stronger through it. Through her I returned to the Church and Our Lady. Above all, I discovered something that would change my life: God is my Father, and He loves me beyond measure.
My sister died shortly afterwards, and losing her broke my heart. During those years I found refuge in God and Mary. Praying the Rosary before the Blessed Sacrament gradually became my strength, my comfort and one of the happiest moments of each day. I am convinced that, from heaven, my sister continued to lead me by the hand towards God through Mary. And then the Gospa called me to Medjugorje.
During the pandemic I began listening to testimonies about Medjugorje: first María Vallejo-Nájera’s, then Jesús García’s, and then I could not stop listening. Around that time I found two books about Medjugorje in my parish and began reading the Gospa’s messages. As I read, something happened in my heart. An overwhelming feeling of love was calling me to Medjugorje. I could not explain it: I simply wanted to be there.
In September 2021, when travel finally became possible, I made my first pilgrimage to Medjugorje. It transformed the way I lived my faith. There I understood something very simple: Mary always leads us to Jesus. From then on, a desire grew in my heart to become an instrument of God, accompanying others to Medjugorje to encounter our heavenly Mother, our dear Mother Mary.
Life, however, took other turns. I lost my job, and an illness I had lived with for some time left me without strength. For a long while I had to stop. What began as a time of uncertainty also became a time of prayer, the Eucharist, the Rosary and surrender to God. When I recovered, I said to Him: “Tell me what You want me to do. Use me. Here I am.”
And the desire born in Medjugorje returned with strength. That is how Regina Pacis began: from an experience of love and faith, and a longing to accompany others to the place where I had received, and continue to receive, so much.
We are all pilgrims
We are all pilgrims from the day we are born. Sometimes the journey tires us, wounds us or makes us lose our way. But God finds us again and again, and Mary gently leads us back to Him.
This is what happens in Medjugorje: things begin to fall into place within the heart, prayer makes sense again, faith awakens and we find the peace we have been seeking. We return looking the same on the outside, but with a heart that has been healed, transformed and renewed. New wine in new wineskins.
If you feel drawn to come to Medjugorje, it would be a joy to accompany you. Come and let God find you, hand in hand with Mary.